My Sad Birthday Feeling

I woke up at 5am, had work from 6-2, finished, rushed home and had a shower and started sitting on my bed waiting for you to be on. I waited but i got tired so i got a cup of coffee and then i waited until 3am the next day but you still didnt show up. The best present I could have had on my birthday would have been chatting with you but you didnt by 3, I was so sad. I wish I could have happily chatted with you.